John,
The lottery part of the dream is a sure indication it is Tatang. He liked to
gamble a bit, especially on cockfights. The mourning or burial rites may be a
message to treat his Legacy with more respect and with reference to him. Many of
us have been self-centered lately and have corrupted the very Art that we are
trying to preserve whole.
Perhaps this is a call for a re-examination of what we are doing. We could be
getting lost. EGOs, the small selves. may be using KI to promote themselves
instead of DEVELOPING themselves thru KI.
Why you? Well, because you are writing a book about KI and are serious and
sincere about the task. You want solid facts and accurate presentation. That may
be more important than listing his name in a ritual you have lost interest in.
romeo